Excuse me Miss, could I ask for your permission
Just to speak to you in private, with no break or intermission
See I couldn’t help but notice you look down and confused
It’s written all on your face, you’ve been hurt and misused
It may be none of my business but it’s all of my concern
When a woman of your caliber can’t seem to ever learn
Or better yet comprehend the meaning of your existence.
Superficial Relationships have left your heart missing
What it needs to maintain or better yet for survival
Infatuated at first sight
In “LOVE” upon arrival
You convinced your girlfriends and maybe even your mother
All your sister has to say is “Tell me he has a brother!”
Cuz he looks so good
And his dress code’s right
So you don’t even care when he don’t call all night
Or when he comes home drunk and you KNOW you weren’t missed
And when he kisses you, there’s someone else’s breath on his lips
See you think just because he hasn’t LEFT that he’s THERE
When in fact you know he’s been gone for MONTHS and you don’t care
And now the days grow long and the future looks dim
‘Cuz you only go out if it’s ok with him
Am I Right??
You look at me and ask how I read inside your heart
When in fact it was written on your face from the start
So Pardon The Interruption
And fear not my intentions
But maybe I misread you or at least you failed to mention….
ARE YOU HAPPY??”
What changed this month? my relationship status. What do i hope will change next month? i hope i will spend more time focusing on my wants, my needs, my dreams, my fears, my goals.
i tried finding happiness with someone. then i realized that you cant be happy with someone else if your not happy with yourself. so in turn - i am soul searching. where i’ll end up - who knows. will i ever be loved again - who knows. but in the end - all ive really got in this world is me, myself, and i. i need to be happy too. and i forgot that.
to truly express my gratitude it would take me a lifetime
And Even though i may not say the right things at the right tine
You must know your impact upon me is immeasurable.
And the union between us was inevitable.
I knew that when I met you, which is why I couldn’t let you.
Get away…so here you’ll stay. And for that I’m thankful.
But saying those words doesn’t begin to explain
The ways in which my life you’ve changed.
From beginning to end and back to beginning.
You free me from failure. You free me from sinning.
For all of my shortcomings an apology I will make full.
But for the rest of my life I’m eternally grateful.
THANK YOU. ”
check him out - > mikelowry.tumblr.com … so official.
so much has changed in the last few days … change for good. change for bad. well i dont want to say bad. because its not. but change for the unfortunate. i used to be afraid for change. i used to hate when people would change up the every day motions. but now, im not so afraid. im more excited. excited to see what the change brings my every day life. for a long time ive become someone that i dont even know. i thought it was the “new me”. and while a lot of it was a maturing me, i still made decisions and did things that Danielle wouldn’t do. i dont regret a thing. in fact if i had to do it again id do it the same way. who knows what the future will bring. for the first time in my life im open minded. im going to have a positive outlook. and while im unsure about a lot and most definitely afraid, im not afraid to the point where i wont venture out. its time to spread my wings and fly. where ill land, who knows. but i got to find my way. got to.