its kinda crazy to think that my soulmate is somewhere in this world. living, working, laughing, dating all the wrong people just like i am. i wonder what he looks like … is he rich … is he short or tall … is his family nice … is he confident … what his kisses feel like … does he dress well … does he smell good … will he play with my hair will i sleep or make me spaghetti for dinner and scrambled eggs with salsa and no cheese for breakfast. does he drive fast … will he stroke slow … will he laugh at my jokes or calm me down when im mad. will he kiss me with morning breath …. if i roll away from him while im asleep will he pull me back closer. .. will he accept the fact i sleep wit a blankie … will he have nice lips and pretty teeth … will he be loyal and protective … will he be a good father … will my family love him ….  will he love me with no limits or restrictions … 

of course he will. because God made him for me. and only me. to deal with my mood swings and my fears. God made 1 man - just for me. and God made me for 1 man. thats such a crazy feeling to me. while i may not be ready for him right now …. i love the anticipation.